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you know i'm hoping you'll sing along

though it's not your favorite song

don't wanna be the wind

there's nothing left to say

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Wednesday, September 7, 2011, 15:42

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i was feeling very good just now ((:
i gave directions to two aunties.
haha.
have you ever thought that how your decisions are actually all fated and kinda planned before you knew it?
i got that feeling just now.

was thinking of whether to go back hall by bus or foot and in the end i chose bus, which was something i haven't been doing for quite some time.
so i was waiting for bus a at lwn bus stop.
an auntie approached me and asked for directions to sbs.
i told her and the different ways, by foot or bus, in the end she chose to wait for buses.
bus a came first so that's what we took.
before boarding, another auntie (i saw that she was wearing the macs uniform) asked me whether this bus goes to hua yi guan.
which i told her yes so she boarded the bus and sat beside me.
upon reaching sbs, i helped the 1st auntie pressed the bell and off she went to sbs! ((:
then i was having some small chat with the 2nd auntie.
she was like saying how her friend didn't come for work today so she was unsure of which bus stop to stop to get to the bridge at yunnan garden as she stays there.
so upon reaching hall 4 bus stop, i told her the next bus stop and she was like very thankful ((:
she said because if she stopped at the inno bus stop, she had to walk a longer route and she said how taking shuttle bus can save cost.
haha.
so yea off she went at hall 4 bus stop.
she even said bye to me. twice.
so sweeeet.

that made my day ((:
if i were to choose to walk back hall, i wouldn't have met these two aunties.
so i kinda feel like it's a bit fated.
lol.

anyway something else happened when i came back hall.
i saw that my friend who is squatting in my room right now, using my laptop.
i had this mixed feeling.
angry and yet understandable.
she was very apologetic.
i knew she used my laptop previously without asking for my permission before.
okay, let me get this straight.
the first time she wanted to use, she asked for my permission, then i said yes, then i told her my password.
the second time, she asked again, and again i wasn't around so i told her my password again.
subsequently whenever she wanted to use my laptop, she would msg me and asked and i didn't need to give her my password anymore because by then she would have remembered.
i am fine with her remembering my password.

but, yesterday when i was using my laptop, i realised that i wasn't logged into my various accounts as usual.
which kinda means that someone else was using my laptop.
which i didn't have any prior knowledge about it.
so i checked the history.
true enough, my friend was using it.
i admit it, i was a bit pissed.
but i calmed down immediately thinking that okay maybe because she only need to use it for a while and for something important.
facebook is certainly not something important :/
so today when i came back and saw her using my laptop, i had that "short instant pissed" feeling.

she apologized to me for a few times.
i am really fine and not pissed with her.
i just feel that if i can make the effort to allow you to stay in my room, and give you a room key which is not given by hall office but my own duplicated room key, which kinda means that i trusted you so why can't you also make the effort to just let me know when you need to use the laptop?
if the excuse is it's so troublesome that you need to message me everytime you want to use, ask yourself again whether this is really that troublesome or being courteous.

sometimes, i really feel pissed for being taken advantage of by others.
when i am being nice here, please also at least show some courtesy and be nice.
i don't want to be nasty at anyone.