11:11

you know i'm hoping you'll sing along

though it's not your favorite song

don't wanna be the wind

there's nothing left to say

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Friday, September 2, 2011, 02:00

jia.

))))))))))):

i really miss my parents.
i miss how you can have a home to go back to when you're tired.
a home that's near.
a place that you know it's always safe and forever welcoming you.
a place that people won't judge you.
a place you know you can trust.
a place where you don't need to worry about your meals.
a place where you know where exactly everything is.
a place that even though you might have all the restrictions, but you don't mind staying in there.
a place called home.

don't tell me you know how i feel if you haven't been in the same shoe as me.
unless you're also like me, not staying with your parents for almost seven years, i might consider listening to you.
yea, i did go back home and maybe if i calculate it accurately, i am not home for only six years since i did go back at times during the holidays, but that's beside the point.

when you have been staying away from your parents since 16 years old for 7 years, you slowly get used to not seeing them, not talking to them, not hearing from them.
even so, at times (like right now), i miss them so so much.
if only i could put down everything i have right here and go back straight home to them.
i just wanna see them for a while.
even for a day i would be grateful.

sometimes, i would check the prices of the air tickets to fly back home.
this kinda give me some sort of "closeness" to home.

it's ironic how some people want so much to leave their home but how much i wanna go back home.
it's normal i guess.
when you have it, you don't treasure it, when you don't have it, you long for it.
that's just human nature.
don't say you really wish you could go overseas to study like me because trust me, you will yearn for your home before you know it.
(i don't regret studying here, in fact, i thank my parents for sending me here, but i have moments that i hope i am home too.)
even those who go for exchange for six months are missing their homes, how about me who are already overseas for 6 years.

when i start to work in the future, i hope that i could afford to go back home at least once or twice a year.
i know working life would be busier so i don't demand for a lot and i don't mean going back home for a long long time that kind.
just for the weekend is good enough for me.
yea, when i am working, i will save a fund, named "home", so i can use that money to purchase air tickets to go back home! :D

cheer up! (: