i think i'm in a mess that i don't think clearly nowadays.
breathe. take in one by one.
school work
- lab report
- critique
- survey questions
- ca assignment
- study for quizzes (201, 204, 205, 811) woahhh so many ):
cca
- archery trainings
- looking for sponsorships
other stuff
- catch up with friends
- catch up with ah boy
- parents coming
- visiting on friday
i think i don't function well when i think too much.
thinking what the other person is going to view me, judge me, criticize me.
don't take anyone for granted.
don't be too complacent.
too much of anything is always not good.
too much criticism makes one feels insignificant and dumb.
too much of money makes one longs for more and maybe the person will become too obsess with it.
too much of complacency makes you unaware of the person's needs and feelings.
too much of repeated stuff makes life mundane.
too much of silence creates doubts.
too much of assumptions leads to misunderstandings.
my point is: too much of anything is just not good.
always be moderate.
that's why people like moderation when grades are sucky (haha!).
if someone doesn't appreciate a person or a thing as some other person does, slowly, the person or thing will be slipping away from him.
so, whatever you do, don't be complacent.
having it in hand doesn't mean you will have it always and forever.
i always want to believe the term "always and forever" but somehow so many incidents just make me realize that there is no such fairy tales.
life is still life.
it is real and it is not a fairy tale.
i love listening to songs.
they always manage to make me feel better.
i love blogging too, makes me think more clearly.
p.s. you'll be alright.
p.s.s. i'll be alright.
p.s.s.s. everyone has a secret.
p.s.s.s.s. when will i be more appreciated.
okay let's get back to lab report! (: