11:11

you know i'm hoping you'll sing along

though it's not your favorite song

don't wanna be the wind

there's nothing left to say

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Saturday, February 26, 2011, 18:02

maybe.

i love to listen to this song.
for whatever occasion it is.

Didn't you wanna hear
the sound of all the places we could go?
Do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know?
It's a cold, hard road when you wake up,
and I don't think that I have the strength
to let you go.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

There goes my ring,
it might as well have been shattered.
And I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered.
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long.
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

And someday, I promise I'll be gone.
And someday, I might even sing this song to you.
I might even sing this song to you.
To you, to you, to you...
And I was crying alone tonight,
and I was wasting all of my life
just thinking of you.
So just come back,
we'll make it better.
So just come back,
I'll make it better than it ever was.
I'll make it better than it ever was.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

(I want it all, don't leave right now.
I'll give you everything.)

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face makes me wish
that I was never brought into this place.
Maybe it's just me

it usually makes me feel better.
it makes me feel alive.
makes me to be more acceptive (haha i can't believe there's such word) of whatever that happens.
more receptive.
just... better ((:

i know i cry easily.
it's not because i am weak or anything but crying makes me feel better.
but of course when people see you cry so easily, they will think that you can't take it, you can't do this, can't do that, you are scared, you are weak, you are stress (okay maybe sometimes that's true), you are a coward, you are a loser, etc.
i agree to a certain extent, the society/culture has incepted this idea in our mind.
to me, letting the tears flow down kinda release this sort of negative energy/feel/aura and pumps in more positive energy into myself.
you could say this is just my excuse to cry, but to me, after every cry, i feel a little better already.
even when the situation is still the same, i am already slowly feeling better.

maybe crying to me is just like raining.
rain could be a blessing, as well as a disaster.
some countries pray/dance/yearn for rain.
some dread the rain so much.
but a small rain does freshen the earth a little right?
even though in that process it troubled some people.

maybe i am more of an emotional person.
yea, even watching drama i cry.
well, i will try to control my tears and try to be less emotional, which means i need to try to be more desensitized.

one more thing, i only cry more easily in front of people that i care.
if you are someone that doesn't even deserve my attention and no matter how badly you treat me or how sucky the situation is, i don't (at least i think so) drop tears so easily.

ahhh blogging is such a good alternative or maybe supplement to crying ((:
heh heh.
okay i shall go take a shower now! (: