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you know i'm hoping you'll sing along

though it's not your favorite song

don't wanna be the wind

there's nothing left to say

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Tuesday, August 3, 2010, 02:17

hey it has been two weeks!

hello people! i am back to singapore and attended a 5-days camp once i got back and i've got myself a new laptop and if you want any delicious biscuits from penang, come ask me haha :D

anyway i did some reflection again today.

a friend asked: "seriously do you ever get the things that you really like?"
i was thinking about this on my way back from having dinner with my brother.

when does a person always get the things he really likes?
if you are the one who always get things that you really like, you must be really lucky.
what do i really like?
when i was asked this question, usually i don't know how to reply because i really have no idea what i truly like.
maybe because i am always fine with most things, slowly, i have no preference anymore.

for me, as long as i get something that makes me and the other person happy, i will like it.
it might not be something i want, something i expect, something i like, but, really, as long as it is something that the other person feels that i should have it, i will be happy with it.

i know life doesn't always follow the way we imagine.
life is not fairytale even though i wish to stay in one when i was younger.
life is more interesting if we don't know what is gonna happen next, don't you think so?
if everything is so predictable, we will be really bored very fast.
but, if life is always unpredictable, we will be facing with i-don't-know-what-am-i-supposed-to-do-now situations.
hahahahaha. ponder it yourself.

anyway, i heard a story today.
about a boy and two girls.

a boy and a girl have been together for quite some time. but the boy got to know girl2 and they became very close friends. boy and girl2 got together. boy broke up with girl. but things weren't going that well, boy and girl2 broke up and boy tried to patch things up with girl.

after hearing this story, i conclude that the boy is a bastard.
from a girl's point of view, he will be the bastard.
he might have his own reason and i know he must also be going through a tough time but, i still think he shouldn't have done what he did.

when a girl is committed to a relationship, i believed that she really meant it.
how can a boy just enter her world and leave whenever he wants to and come back again?
maybe the girl doesn't show how she cares, maybe the boy is tired and got bored of the girl, maybe the girl did something wrong, maybe the boy really did find someone that he cares for more now, maybe the feeling is just not there anymore, but no matter what the reason is, i still don't think the boy should leave the girl and come back after realizing that he shouldn't have done that.

i think for anyone, boy or girl, to accept someone who once decided to leave you, is really a brave thing to do.
will you give him another chance?
how can you be sure that he won't do it again since he had did it once?
how can you be sure that you won't be hurt again?
how can you know that he really meant it this time?
how do you even trust the person again?

relationship is like a piece of glass.
once broken, no matter how you try to remedy it, there will still be cracks and bits of missing pieces.
you might get back the piece of glass in one, but if you look carefully, you will surely find some small missing pieces here and there.

some might feel that oh well, since the boy has no more feelings for the girl, it is unfair for the girl to still stay with him and vice versa so going separate ways is the best step to take.
but, why can't both parties try harder?
i believe that there's always a reason, no i shall not say that it's a reason, it's more like this special connection, for two people to fall for each other.
especially when the relationship has lasted for some time.
when both parties feel that their relationships are getting stale, maybe they should try to go back to the starting point and experience the feeling again?

i always love those couples that are so sweet even after so long.
i love to watch old couples caring for each other.
i love how some people can just enjoy the simple bliss in life in a way as if those are the most important things to them.

of course, different people have different thoughts.

you might not agree with me, and yes, maybe after some years down the road, or even tomorrow, i might not agree with myself.

but, as for now, right this moment - this is how i feel and think about that story.

okayy, my eyelids are dropping.
time for my bed!
yay i managed to finish this post! ((((:

p.s. such an appropriate quote for this post:

No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater... The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that's the key. It's like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.

p.s.s. sometimes i wonder why do i keep trying to make myself feels insecure :/